Safety.

I could use a good friend now,

You know the kind that I mean? 

I could use the kind of curtain-drawn friend. 

No secrets un-safe. 

That's a truth that hurts to say,

Because I don't have her and it's not okay. 

I can see her in my mind's eye,

But I'm alone to cry. 

You know that déjà vu,

Because you've been here before? 

Only this case, the details are changed

Familiar but foreign, Only, I am the same. 

I could use a good friend right now. 

I know the kind I mean. 

I've had Him before,

I was safe, there.