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Saturday, 10 June 2017

Velveteen rabbits

Time to admit it, 
Time to come clean. 
That look on your face, 
Was meant for me. 

You don't exist,
And neither do I. 
This moment, an ignition,
A reason to try. 

If I clamor here,
And you do your version,
We might be real.
 We might get motion.

Velveteen rabbits,
You and I.
Come, love.
Come love.

We're real in the tension,
Fake in the day.
We're non-existent,
If we don't engage.

Friday, 12 May 2017

Ode to Tilling: Part Two

I don't take the flowers, 
But I watch them bloom. 
I don't uproot the trees by their stumps, 
But I pick their fruit.

From seed, to plant, to blossoming tree,
This strange earth, some reflection of me.


Wednesday, 10 May 2017

Ode to Tilling: Part One

I'm only here to see my flowers. 
I'm only here for the trees. 
I planted them, gave water,
Watched them grow from seed.

This land was never mine,
Though I looked after it regularly.
This land was not my own,
Though I worked it lovingly.

To take the flowers would now be stealing.
To uproot trees is theft.
Yet I'm standing empty handed,
Forlorn, speechless, inept.



Sunday, 23 April 2017

Fuel and Flame

This isn't the first time,
My audacity has humiliated me. 
It's okay, 
It's fine. 

This isn't the first time,
That my hope
Has shamed me.
Audacity is fuel and flame.

Thursday, 9 March 2017

Echo

You do it so masterfully,
At first I don't notice. 
I fall in love with myself
When I talk to you. 

In two years
I know three things about you. 
Your flat stomach,
A sounding board. 

I saw my estranged self
In your eyes
And I fell in love 
With her.

You moved so slowly. 
And when our conversation 
Sounded like an echo
I pushed, because I was hungry. 

I've never seen a chest like that. 
And I've never imagined
The heart so much. 

I fell in love with myself
When I spoke to you

Saturday, 4 February 2017

Up

Zero gravity tears fall up.
A reason to cry
Take the weight off,
Not easy, but functional.

One, two, seventy-seven.
Up they go, and I watch them.
Tears fall up, 
Because I lift them.

Love is in the sky:
A good place for tears. 
Giving them their weight,
Can flood my earth. 

So I lift them.
So, I take the weight off. 
So, I cry:
Up.

Sunday, 27 November 2016

Pondering Love

Love, come to me.
Oh, I will live in You!
Vehemence for Love,
Every breath for You.
Now, we see through a glass.
Every breath for You. 
Vehemence for Love,
Even when I see nothing
Reminded am I:
Every breath for You.
Nothing can separate me.
Dwelling here,
Satisfies.